11.12.09..

2day is the 1st day bec to badminton...I'm so await to play badminton but not a fun day...Is a day tat I feel moody...1st time no mood to play it...What is the reason??
I tink i nonid to say out...After that I'm rushing home bcoz I promis my aunt them go to pesta...I'm dislike to go there coz a lot of malay ppl but I feel tat I reali nid to relax myself...cant owas stay at home..so i juz follow them...Ntg to do at there..Juz walk walk...But the happy thg is I suddenly receive a msg...I reali not tink that is him...So I juz be normal mood to took out my hp n c...Unexpected is him...he reali send me msg...I feel happy when receive his msg...Finally he msg me 1st...He told me he was sick...when I heard it I reali dono wat to said...I just feel sad but I don wan to told him...I juz can sad in my heart...I know we r imposible...but I still feel sad when heard him sick...I reali wory of him..care of him..I not msg him few days d...I not msg him not mean I 4get him..I do tat just wan try to control myself to put him down...I told myself I must do it...But I still vry miss him...When I'm free I will tinking of him...He is the 1 tat make me cant 4get...What I say now oso no use d...I just hope tat he will happy owas...I hope that our friendship can long lasting...mayb I wont at penang after result come out..I hope that he still will remember me when I'm going to Uni study....Dono y I feel tat I reali will treat him good even no tat we r imposible...I reali will remember him til the end of my life..Although I have bf d I oso will remember him..