ekon subject...

2mr exam ekon...I tot i was loving tis subject but dono y till last moment i still hate it...I feel tat it is hard n dificult for me...I cant remember wat i'm reading...I reali hate tis subject...It make me whole ppl tired n headache...
I just skop few chapter...I hope tat wat I read will come out...God pls rescues me...I d try my best to understand it....

他了解我吗!!

他...了解我有多深呢!!
我很想知道他到底了解我多深...
他了解我的心情吗??
他懂我在想什么吗??
我想..他一点都不了解我...
不了解我的心情..
不了解我的感受...
有时我真的很想告诉他实话...
可是却怕答案会伤到自己...
只好藏在心里...
却没想到更糟的是他只会开玩笑...
却没想到我的想法...
当时的我真的很想哭....

开始对他有感觉了...

时间一天一天的过...
认识他就越来越深了...
我也开始慢慢地觉得自己对他产生感觉了...
那种感觉真的很熟悉...
我真的不想有那种感觉...
可是我觉得真的很难控制...
即使不去特地想他,但脑海里还是有他..
我怕这只是一时的感觉..
一个代替品而已...
所以只好不要去想他...
可是我这样做,我觉得我更想他..
更怕失去他...
对他的感觉真的来自心灵上...
他真的对我那么重要吗??
外表是说不在乎他..
对他没感觉...
不想理会他...
可是内心却骗不了自己....
对他是多么的在乎..
多么的需要他...
我想只有我自己才懂...
我不想告诉任何人...
不想任何人知道...
我真的喜欢上他了!!!

感觉...

讲起感觉...到底什么是感觉??
感觉这两个字很熟悉..
很多人都很喜欢说..
但真正的意思是什么呢!!
我想没有人真正的去了解...
很多人很喜欢说我对他/她有感觉了..
就这样产生了一见钟情...
感觉是不能控制的...
喜欢一个人是一时的感觉还是真正的感觉呢!!
答案可以是两个...
一时的感觉是不能长久的...
真正的感觉才能长久...
对我而言:我也喜欢说感觉这两个字..
但现在我才明白它不可随便乱用...
它会让我们盲目的爱上一个人...
它也会让一个人受伤..
无可否认的它也会让一个人幸福开心..
对与我自己我对他有感觉吗??
其实我也不懂..
也不想去知道...
单方有感觉也是没结果的...
选择顺其自然还是最好的...

'如果'...

世上有一种果叫"如果"
它不用开花也能结果
因为每一件事过去之后
人就会说如果没有发生多好
"好好珍惜在乎你的人!
不要等失去时才说如果!!

9November2009....

朋友是互相体谅..互相照顾..互相迁就...朋友不是说谁抢走了谁..这次是第二次听到同样的话了..我讨厌这句话..我对每个朋友都是平等的..除了你本身有问题才导致我对你冷淡...做错了事就要懂得悔改..不要只会责怪别人..只会责怪别人不了解你..那你又了解别人有多深呢!!每当说话时要先三思而后行...不是说只是说说而已...那就推卸责任了...话一说就不能收回了..即使事情过去了怎样都好都会留下疤痕了...要维持一段真正的友情真的不容易...不管是友情或是爱情都需要两方面来维持...我相信单方面的付出与迁就是维持不了多久的..人是有忍耐度的...一个人当忍耐度超过极限时..它就会象火山一样爆发...这是一个失败的考验..但它给了我很多的启事..让我从中体会到了不少的东西..让我成长...

He..(9November2009)

I dono how he get my MSn email..He add me at MSN..Start I dono who is him...So everyday I just wait him to on9 to ask him who is he..I still remember tat hv 1 nite I msn him ask him "harlo can I knw who r u"..On tat time he answer me "u say harlo but u dono who am I" I feel very weird y kenot say harlo even dono him..After few minutes I oni know he is 1 of our sch guy..He told me who is he but i still blur n steam..so I take out school magazine and find it ..(I tink tat time he oso dono me lo,haha)..At last he is a 5 Akaun1 student..I feel touch is bcos he is a guy appear when I'm down and sad..At tat moment he reali gv me a lot of console..Reali thx to him..Suddenly feel tat hv a friend so care of me....He told me that his friend say he is a good guy....I know him just few week ago so on beginning I'm not sure wat kind of ppl he are...but now I feel tat what his friend say is true..He reali is a good guy...He willing to help me when I need(but everytime I oso paiseh 1..hoho)....At here I wan to thx him 1st for everyday willing to sms accompany me ..I'm a gal tat not like to using ppl..Morning he say I no friend oni find him..At tat moment I feel vry hurt and sad...I reali from a happy mood bcome moody..I wan to tell him tat I'm not no friend oni find him..Everyday I will msg him no matter I'm busy,free or have friend around me...On the other hand I oso wan to take a chance to say sory to him...Everytime I reali no haert to make him sad and make him gek sim..sometime just kidding wid him(^^)..On the addition,What he promis he reali will do it..but he say I din do wat I promis..Actuly What I promis him I oso will do it..I still remember he say if I happy he oso will happy le..This sentenses actualy is wat I wan to tell him too..At last,I hope that he will happy always..I will remember him until the end of my life...^^

FARLIM MCd...(7November2009)

MCD is a nice place for every1 to having fast food..
It is a place for every1 to enjoy their breakfast,lunch n dinner..
They have a good facilities such as good environment,air condition and so on..
As a student,they like to go there do revision oso ..
For me I oso will chose there to do revision more thn other place..
But start 2day I hate there so much..
their service is become bad...
they do not say cannot do any revision o study at there..
so I'm going there to do my revisoin wid friend but get halau by 1 of their manager...so unlucky..make me no mood to study after tat..
Their attitude make us disappointed..
He is a manager but he no manners at all...he dono how to treat customer well...He just will ask us to consider other ppl...Ya he can do that but pls use softly volunm la...He do so just will damage MCd name and fame oni..Who will go a place tat have a bad services...

我到底做错了吗??

我这样做到底有错吗???昨晚不能睡...到底在想些什么呢!!
心里有点内疚和伤心...其实一开始我就不应该这样做了...
我真的做错了...大错特错的还是我...对不起!!